I miss you today! tomorrow! forever!

“I will leave you one day” she said in a joking way but somehow I knew somewhere the truth behind these words and we left the conversation with a laugh. No-one knows how a good relationship will meet a bitter end in coming future. None of us realized this will happen anytime! but to my  unconscious mind, it knew everything and wanted me to prepare for that Black day. Fighting with myself and bitter truths, I kept myself motivating that it won’t happen and I will do whatever it takes to keep alive, ready to sacrifice everything! yes everything, my dreams, my career, my self-respect but nothing comes to our rescue.

It happened and happened in a way that I never thought of! even in my imagination. But It has to happen and it did the way it want to. “Never leave me whatever happens to us”  with these words in my mind, still today I am there for her. No hard feelings! How possible I could have any negative feeling for her. Never! even if I saw her getting married with another guy or anything. I miss you today! tomorrow! and forever! “Don’t worry my child, I am with you every-time, Just call me and say come”  without any second thought in my mind, I will rush to you. But this never gonna happen ever. Why I know this? I know because I prepared her so well for this thing and made her self-dependent the way I used to be in my early 20’s. With time I transfer my strength into her and may myself weak. Her happiness keep me alive! that charming face like sun-rise at ocean puts more than enough energy into me to fight the outside demons and smile all the day. Now! all has gone! it just her remembrance and well clicked past moments that now resides with me. Lucky me! that I have those moments with me. enough to motivate me to live for that never ending hope for that “call”. 

I go here and there! but its just my imagination that she is with me. Just like a soul after leaving a body keeps tracking their loved ones. Sometimes, I talk with her, of-course telepathy! She guides me all the time. yes! we are together and we will always be together, forever!

I miss you dear!

By: Mr. Nobody

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A Mistake: That Can’t be undone!

We do make mistakes in our life from our early childhood days till we are buried inside inside a coffin for a never ending sleep. But in our early childhood days, impacts of mistakes are way less than we have to face when we enter into our adulthood. When you are into your teen-age, you don’t have to bother majorly for anything, no stress, nothing to push your think tank for consequences. But once you are out of your teen-age, and enters into your adulthood, you have borrowed lots of responsibilities on you and a big load is there on your young shoulders embarking you take step wisely, else you will have to see defeat, a situation where you are hopeless, restless may be you come into depression or even worse. you have to be patient whatever the situation and unfavorable factors prevail at that moment. These mistakes can’t be undone. You will imagine one dream Is there any tool/technology/any method to go into your past and undone this” The strict answer is NO”  . This is impossible at this time, may be if possible we develop some technology in future somehow.

Let bygones be bygones! What is the best method to overcome this affect on you! Well theoretically numerous, but the way you implement one of the method that matters a lot. You just can’t rely on others to help you out of this bad cream. Its only you who have to put enough strength into you to come out, Yes! you can take support of your loved one’s or strangers or anything that gives you boost to start again.

We always learn from our mistake done in past and try not to repeat the same next time. But we are a big failure in this learning. though we practically, but we will develop a theory inside our mind to make that mistake again but this time outcome will be positive. Knowingly you do this mistake and again the impact puts you on the same spot where you started-off.

Knowingly the impact, I too did 1 mistake and kept repeating. The impact was as worse as hell. Lost my inner strength, found myself in state of frustration and irritation all the time. Wanted to run away and hide somewhere with no GPS connection to track me out. Is this the solution, No! not at all! but could be a temporary solution so that you can get enough strength to face again the challenge. may be you should start again from scratch, i know, Its not easy to start again once you have kissed the sky and now you are at Bottom of earth. It will take time to be a big winner again yet surely are the winner as you have already won a battle against yourself. you will never forget the mistake but once you have accomplished the task of raising yourself, you will laugh on those mistakes but only you can know the pain inside those laughs.

Keep doing mistakes and learn from them! never ever back down. Stay alive in this race! you don’t have to be winner for others, but for yourself, it matters and keep challenging yourself all the times regardless of conditions. With time, you will have enough strength to push you forward again and again. Never forget one thing “Time is your best cure”

Why we need to talk about bitter things when we so much of positive things in life to cheer up. Eesh! bitter things just ruins the moment and turns into a black hole. and push you into a world with full of negative thoughts.

God-dam! Why I opted that decision? You don’t believe in astrology! Do you? Sometimes. A sidelined astrologer told me you did a mistake by quitting your last assignment and till date, his words seems to be true as I am facing lots of troubles in my life, may be its a storm that I was not able to predict during my decision making process and now I can realize the World is not bad, It gives you plenty of chances to rectify your mistakes, but its upto you to take the right decision at right point of time, else you will have to suffer with consequences and will push you black hole with negative thought process. So, I am waiting for life to again give me the chance to stand back and come again , this time even more stronger than I used to be. Em preparing myself for that day to come and yeah, so do everyone needs to prepare themselves. You can’t ride a huge mountain in single day unless you have some extra support like jet-pack or something that flies you high and put above on the that mountain. The conclusion is wait for the Jet-pack or find it to boost up your life again and again. you will come stronger with each and each every mistake you do in your life. Repeat the mistakes unless you conquer them. Mistakes are like your demons in your dreams. Face them, fight them, and win over them, once you conquered them, you will be brave enough to fight for your next challenges and bitter things will become history of your life or you will write your own history and won’t become just history.

Taking the sweet things from the above, I am moving on in my life for better life and supporting my family.

I love you HK and won’t forget what you taught me.  Thanks!



By: Mr. Nobody

HK: a dream I Opt to quit

This post is about my experience of Hong Kong life. A city usually that never sleeps. You will see people roaming on roads at all times whatever the weather conditions even if it is Level-8 warning issued by HK meteorological department or hot summer. Though it will be less in numbers because of some safety regulations. When i first see those people, I just imagine how much fit they are! defying their real age no. HK is quite expensive city that’s why it  has been ranked 2nd most expensive city in the world after Singapore.  I guess, only the Food and home is expensive including medical, nor public transportation neither your beer, Well 1 can of beer is even cheaper that what you have to pay in India for it. I actually love this part, I know I am little fond of Boozing beer. Government of HK do take care of their residents very well at-least much better than other Big size countries. Descent people, nobody will bother what you are doing, unless you are doing some criminal type things. Great place to go for shopping for shopoholics.

Must visit places include Ladies market situated in Mong-Kok (Kowloon) area. Friday-Saturday-Sunday, best days to visit this street. If your are good bargainer then its the real test for you there. Amazing street food, 36″ inches pizza, usually you get 12″ inches as large size in India.  Have a beer on street but don’t litter apart from bins else you will be fined for HK$ 5000, pretty heavy charges even if you spit and got caught. Luckily, I never got caught. Sigh! You will find lots of Indian restaurants. Chunking mansions (Tsim Sha Tsui) known for South Asian migrations. Here, you can have real Indian-Pakistani-Bangladeshi feel, nowadays African also added into it. Samosa-Chai-Gol-Gappa-Biryani-etc.. choose the right one else you will hate the taste. Buy Mobile sim card at cheap rates, Customs Cigarettes packs almost 40-60% cheaper rates from Seven Eleven Shops..

Near to it, there is Victoria harbor, cool breeze to give you relaxing tough. Visit Canton road for luxurious buying. Learn to say thanks you! as you have to often this word. There are many islands in HK vicinity where you can escape from your working life and enjoy taking sun bath with beer or some kind of drink you love. Disney Land, Ocean park adding to its fun loving roller coaster rides. If you are tired of weekdays, on Saturday night- go and visit the Lan Kwai Fong to meet people from various part of the World and make friends, hangout with them, get acquainted. Keep Moving on that street  or enter into pub till 3am and after that, its time to go home. Too cheap for me as I have to shed out only HK$ 20 for 20min Mini-bus ride to my home. Wake up in Hangover next morning with bright sunshine or may be rainy day as HK weather is unpredictable. Go to local markets in evening and see the huge crowd walking on the streets with zombies speed and listen some great music on street, watch some stunt person performing stunts to earn livelihood. A Well governed and systematic city. Hassle-free life. Almost spent 6 months living there and enjoyed many colors of life. tried to learn Cantonese, but not my cup of tea. so stuck with English only, that’s fine. Got a friend cum big brother “Sean” (English name and “Wong Hei Man” -his chinese name) always my side to help me whenever needed. needless to mention, this is the best thing that happen to me. Till date we are in touch even though we know, we shall not meet again in future.

to be continued……   Bitter facts will follow in next writing!


By: Mr. Nobody

Bullet Bansal (Mr. BB)

“Le Lia Bullet lendi Jeep bech kay” Bought a Bullet Bike against junk Jeep… Mr. bansal has upgraded to Bullet Bansal himself now.. A bike known for its strength and quite popular among the bike lovers. Will Mr. Bansal ..oops “Bullet Bansal” will find some chick on his behind or his rookies will be his partner. Lets wait and watch till the time decides its course.

Lets know about Mr. Bansal little more.. Born in a small town, intelligent but weak in Mathematics unlike a usual “Baniya” who are born mathematicians as per some saying.. chemistry flowing in his nerves from top to bottom.. Little bit more! angry young man adding to his quality but not to his nature.. cool personality with photogenic features when clicked through DSLR camera. Lol!…. a passionate traveler. grown up while sleeping most of the hours of the day.  His childhood  buddy “Mr. T” always by his side .. Both seems to be Mirror copy when it comes to sucking their thumb habit from childhood days which they still carry today with them…

As the time passes, Mr. BB becomes a chemistry teacher in private institute passing his knowledge to new generation and filling up his pockets in terms of remuneration.. till date no stable partner.. girls comes and goes like a camera flash from his life.. Phew!   Now Mr. BB is tired of being single and need a stable partner, onus on him to get married as soon as someone suggest some girl match to his parents.

We will wait for some more time for his story to be completed. till then let him enjoy his Bullet ride!

By: Mr.Nobody

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Show-off: Fake world

We live into a World that is full of monsters and demons!  Indeed!  Everybody is just waiting to eat out the flesh of others disregarding of what will happen to others.  No emotions,  nothing!  Just selfishness!  Whether its your workplace or social place or any other place. People pretend they will remain with you at all times but that’s not true at all. time changes so does people. its just show-off that they are with you, unfortunately they were never with you. Though I know this from my earlier experiences that nothing lasts forever, whether its your friendship, love, any commitment, promises or etc… One day everything will go or will leave you away!  You can’t make right when opposite person has already made up his mind in wrong way for you. You beg them or do anything! You will always be on failure side! Here comes the trust! Now, Will you  be able to trust other person again??? Yes/No? We will never have the right answer at that moment. With time, we shall have.

How can I save myself from theses people!! The people who pretend they are with you and will never leave you! there is no formula to evaluate the trust. You have to take risk in your life by trusting again and again and preparing yourself for the next blow! Once you are enough strong – especially: “mentally” They you can conquer these demons and fight them with your full strength. Its your conscience that will the key to your success at each point of your meeting with them.

Let Bygones be Bygones! True spirit is to live the life! Rise-Fall-Rise-Fall-Rise…….. Never Back-down!


By: Mr. Nobody

Bindass Girl in a box

This story is about a Lucknow based girl who is “Manchali” by her nature, passionate to fulfill her world with her own dreamland fantasies. By Manchali, i mean Bindass, straight forward, rookie, Bold and beautiful yet little stubborn adding to her etiquette.

She came to Delhi to pursue her studies after 10th unaware of Delhites miseries she will have to face in coming days. Joined an medical college for some diploma course, precisely Lab technician kind of course. She fell in so-called love with a married man in her college, well I can understand that was just her mere first attachment to some guy. She assumed this is the bright side of her life which will take her to own dreamland  but to her surprise, it wasn’t as the guy was just trying to play some kind of naughty game with her capturing her into an emotional circle. , she even went to depression for 2-3 months, As soon as she recovered from this trauma, now she became a bindass girl, still a long way to learn how to move ahead unharmed. Sooner or later, she will learn this but since she is in her early 20’s (just 21-22), she thinks the society is having any open base, but we know better in with what kind of orthodox society we are into. She is just like a bird always aiming to fly high high higher….and even higher but with no wings surrounded by butchers to cut down her wings as soon as she grow them.

Will she come out of this society box or will accept the traditional thinking and binds herself into it?? What you say? Till date I don’t have any clue about this! May be with time we will have our answers..

Hope One day (hope so very soon if possible) I will be able to bring you the answer to the above question…


Let’s continue with the above story!

With the unanswered questions of her life, girl moved ahead. Luckily she got a big opportunity soon and joined as a cabin crew trainee in reputed airline company. She thought now she has got her wings to fly in the sky. But she became handicapped with the nightmares of her past. Sadly, she again went into trauma and lost this job. Phew! Few months later, with family support, she finally joined call center to fulfill her basic monetary needs and standing up for her family. Day-Night-shift made her to crawl and imbalanced her life again, may be she never learnt the art of balancing personal and professional life. Hypocrite society keeps choking her with their BC era thoughts and again the question comes, “Will she be ever able to come out of this so-called judgmental box” ???



By Mr. Nobody

Ecstasy: Weed/Charas (Cannabis)

Charas! not the 1970’s movie, its the real shit people would love to die for! Well em one of them though a casual Charas smoker! EEsh! A good shit to send people into a new world of their dreams and dilenma! Once you get high, your fear or happiness will come out strongly, increasing your concentration sometimes not always plz! Extent varies people to people.. Some excited guys will find it difficult to digest and may end up saying “i AM GONNA DIE TODAY” but won’t tell the reason why they are behaving. they somewhere are conscious in their unconscious brain part. How good they are! in keeping secrets. 100/100 to those guys.

The best part of getting high is you lift up all your worries for a moment enters into a land where you will find your comfort zone or pretend this is your dreamland unlike beer or whiskey does to a man pushing him to be a lion of that moment. What exactly is this shit!  Though most of the countries put this shit out of their constitutional book and consider it illegal, yet there are few countries where your will have easy access to cannabis openly.. like Weed-heaven i.e. Netherlands… a country where you will find designated coffee shops to smoke weed  and create your own world but don’t put others in trouble else it will be you behind bars with hefty imprisonment or some kind of huge penalty .. or whatever!

Lets talk about Delhi University! whenever I went to my past days, I always visit DSE.. I had my first peg of whiskey and first drag of weed in this compound.. it was easy to approach DSE for me, quite near to my college became my daily habit to visit and smoke..

       Dude:” Morning Professor… Try this one, i Bought this shit yesterday, its really good. Professor replied “No thanks man! I have my own” and took out his roll and lit it with lighter and goes on.. Weed-relationship between a professor and his student. Oh this is real shit. and a beautiful girl asked me “Do you have an extra smoke” she asked for his boyfriend i guess and I replied “i have choti gold-flake” if that gonna serve your purpose, you can have it.. without hesitation she took it and lit it with my lighter.. So, I was wrong! Huh! She borrowed for herself.. New chapter to me! DU girls are open in nature. I know this sounds ridiculous, but i never had an incident where unknown girl have ever asked me  for a smoke.. then it becomes so often to me. Got a smoke friend who used to hold my hand bring me to outside DSE at sutte vala (cigarette selling stall) to have a smoke with me.. Not as much beautiful but the her tittes used to shake up while she moves.. Of fuck! Nobody can take away their eyes from them.. Smoke weed and feel the pleasure… real fun is to have this shit in limits else you may end up sometimes sleeping only..

By: Mr. Nobody

Life Calculator

Our life is like egg shell surrounded by varied  shell-group layers. Family, friends, Colleagues, Boss, Sub-ordinate, Junior, Pan-Sutta vala, Adda baaji, Bevde and many other countless unnamed groups giving us advises which seems ridiculous to us at all times but we never understand why these stubborn are spreading their “free ka gyan” . after all, you will meet numerous people giving free advises rather giving free lunches. So, point is what are you upto? Have you touch the horizons of your life till date or yet to to touch.Your horizon just could be getting laid once you attain puberty or could be making your body like “rambo” or dreaming of becoming the next Bill gates or may be Daddy or mumma. Needless to mention any more- dreams changes with time, condition, unknown, unforeseen reasons, drift of wind blah! blah! blah!!!

Sit back and relax. Download all your ups and downs in a memory card, make a flash back video and rewind it again and again , everything looks OK! right! no mistake Huh! then why the hell everything is not under my control, “em pissed off with my life” uttering loudly these words in a close room. Our first mistake is we never find the right Counselor or guidance.  Our experiences are enough to demonstrate what we should have done at that time. Here comes the learning! Huh, em Big enough, I don’t want to learn anymore, em already an expert now. yet new day, new beginning- new experiences-new learning-new expertise skill. Learn-grow-Learn-grow-Learn-…..

Upgrade yourself with new skills daily, just like your daily routine, skills also becomes your habit. Here, your don’t have to think what you need to do! It will become your reflex action. Never ever give up in life!!! you can escape from others but you can’t hide out from yourself. You will need to answer at some point of time, Sooner or later surely, you have to. Till then, prepare for that day. Everybody is alone in this world. For every individual, success means to his/her potential. Well, once you attain your first goal, there comes the second taking your potential to next level thus expanding your success circle. remember, there is no limit to success level. Its only how satisfy are you at that moment.

Satisfaction a word that has pseudo meaning in this rocket era, that only have significance in thinking. but not achieving. Achievement in life is nothing but to achieve a delighted or even satisfied life will be somehow better than racing. In a nut shell, be calculative in your life, aim for satisfaction, never panic in any situation unless until somebody is f**king your ass with a BIG bamboo….. Jokes apart. go and touch your life horizons.

By: Mr. Nobody


An interesting day to start and dream your love fantasies for people in relationship, But! but! but! what about for singles??? Isn’t it more interesting? Well, right! A never ending hope for the singles, especially Banana looking to find their Juicy balls till the day vanishes as it started. Guys and girls in relationship scratching their nuts to their ease… buying roses bouquet or any expensive gifts to cherish and make each other special. Singles just scratching their headbutt thinking “how this nut got this chick under him”, “Am I the poorest person or something wrong with the girls choice”. uff! Oh shit! uttering these words with full of inside pain not realizing being single is somehow way better than being in relationship or its complicated.

Life of single buddies v/s committed buddies

  1. dressed up neatly and go outside just to check out if there is someone anxiously really waiting for them, but hard truth- Big NO, and for 2nd part-dressed up neatly just to impress their partners and get laid if possible in any way.
  2. Don’t have to buy Roses Bouquet ranging $5-$100, no stress of reserving a table in a popular Restro or any bar. For the 2nd half: Borrow money from their single buddies commenting “give me your car/branded sun-glasses/watch and some bucks- as you will die single so let me encash the benefits” A big joke becomes for the singles when the buddies called up and say “buy a nice rose bouquet and deliver it your !Bhabhi!” Oh fuck! not again a delivery boy, but dosti mei agar nahi marayi to bhai  kaise bnega”  and then Bhai called up some other friend asking if you see some rose selling person, buy it. “Oh BC tu aur roses, who is that witch”  now so called bhai explaining the true story behind this. Not completing the story, its better to close at this.
  3. Daru (Alcohol) at home or Booze@Hard Rock….
  4. to be continued….


By: Mr. Nobody

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