I miss you today! tomorrow! forever!

“I will leave you one day” she exerted in joking way but somehow Mr. Rex knew the real truth behind these words and they left the conversation with a laugh. No-one knows how a healthy relationship will meet its bitter end in near future. None of them realized this may happen! but to his unconscious mind, aware somehow  and wanted him to prepare for that Black day. Fighting with himself and bitter truths, Mr. Rex kept his nerves, consoling himself in motivational dreams that it won’t happen and  encouraging him to do whatever it takes to keep them alive, ready to sacrifice everything! yes everything, his dreams, his career, his self-respect but nothing comes to rescue.

It happened and happened in a way that somebody could never imagined off! even in anyone’s foresightedness. But It went the way it was predicted.  “Never leave me whatever happens to us”  with these words in his mind, still today Mr. Rex is alive with a hope someday he will have to come for her rescue. No hard feelings! How possible that Mr. Rex could have any negative feeling for her. Never! even if he saw her getting married with another guy or anything. He missed her today! tomorrow! and forever! all the time.

“Don’t worry my child, I am with you every-time, Just call me and say come”  without any second thought in his mind, Mr. Rex always ready to rush into her whenever called upon. But this might not happen ever. Why Mr. Rex is so much determined that this can’t be undone now? Why? Mr. Rex talked to himself and said “that’s how I prepared her so well for this thing and made her self-dependent the way Mr. Rex used to be in his early 20’s. With time he transferred his strength into her and made himself enough weak to have tears and turned into an emotional douche bag. Her happiness keeps him alive! he said. Her charming face like sun-rise at ocean puts more than enough energy into him to fight with his demons and smile throughout the day. Now! all has gone! it just her remembrance and well clicked past moments that now resides in his think tank.  “How Lucky I am! that I had those moments with me, enough to motivate myself to live for never ending hope for that “phone call”. He uttered with happy-weeping tone

Wherever Mr. Rex  goes, he assumes that she is by side! but its just his imagination that she is with him. Just like a soul after leaving a dead body keeps tracking their loved ones. He says “Sometimes, I sit and talk with her, She guides me all the time. yes! we are together and we will always be together, forever!

Mr. Rex “I miss you dear”

Author: Pain cannot be made to bleed with just pen and paper, it can only be felt”

 

By: Mr. Nobody

 

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